Ahh!

Yeah, it's tomorrow!

I'm dying my hair now for tomorrow, so that it's all done and taken care of.  That will at least one less thing I will have to worry about.  I'm seriously freaking out.  It's really getting down to the wire now.  My cousin, Andrea, helped dye my hair and is doing her toenails now.  Fifteen more minutes and I can wash this shit out!

So, we were finally able to have sex one last time before we're married.  I have been on my period for the last week and a half.  Our sex life has been dull because of it.  But, it was amazing.  I think not having sex for the week and a half really helped because this was earth shattering, mind blowing, oh my fuck great.  Tomorrow will be our first time as a married couple.  Again, ahhh!

Well, I guess that's about all.
Wish me luck!
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Stress?

I think the stress of everything is getting to me.

I got sick at work today and had to come home.  I hope that I'm not getting sick because I can't afford to get sick right now.  I think it's just stress because of the house and wedding and everything.  The wedding is officially two days away...crunch time baby!  And, I'm meeting with the mortgage agent Tuesday before my neurologist appointment.

My cousin, and witness, Andrea finally came home from school in Kansas.  I missed her so much.  We may have a bonfire tonight to hang out and just have a great time.  I took her by the house and she loves it. Ahh, I can't believe all of this is happening to me!

Well, off to take a nap.
Nighty-night.
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