Wow, Today Wasn't Much Better

I feel like shit.

Last night I slept horribly.  Have you ever had that one bad dream that you just can't seem to shake?  Well, I remembered mine last night.  I just seem to randomly have it sometimes.  It's that one dream that makes you not want to go to sleep the following night, for fear of having the dream again.  I feel so restless right now.

Work went just as horribly as last night did.  We have a thing called personal time.  Basically, if you have to go to the bathroom, and can't wait until break, you sign out personal.  I never use my personal time.  Today, I had to sign out personal to go to the bathroom because I felt so sick.  My stomach just seems so torn up and I'm not sure why.  After I went to the bathroom and got sick, I felt much better and my day went pretty well.

Dennis went out with his friends while I was at work.  I'm glad he got out and had some fun.  I realize this is going to sound completely selfish, but the one thing I missed with him hanging out with his friends was the phone call.  On my way home from work pretty much every night we talk on the phone until I get home.  I called him tonight, but he didn't answer.  I know, I know.  I can't help but be a little selfish when I'm used to having him all to myself though, can I?  I'm not mad about it or anything, I just missed it.

But, everything's fine now.  We're both just hanging out.  He's honestly the one person I feel most comfortable with just being myself.  I love just laying with him and doing nothing.  With him, nothing feels like everything.

Well, off to bed I go then.
We shall see how my night goes.
Until then, good night and sleep well.
<3