I Can't Wait Until I See Him Again

Pathetic, I know.  But, I just can't wait until I can see him again, I love him so.

I didn't have work today, so Tricia and I went over to a family friends' and swam in the pool.  We stayed and talked for awhile.  I love hanging out with her again.  They ordered pizza and wings, but because they ordered just pepperoni and cheese, I couldn't eat any.  So, I went home for dinner.

After I was done eating, I loaded all of Dennis' painting stuff and took it over to his house.  He was asleep when I got there so I just watched Mythbusters on his television, and let him sleep.  Eventually I woke him up and we hung out.  I tried on a new pair of pants I had gotten from the family friend and he loved them!  This blow in insulation job makes me really nervous, but I refuse to hold him back in what makes him happy.  He invited me to sleep over, but I knew if I did he wouldn't get good enough sleep to be able to work properly tomorrow.  So, I declined.  When I was leaving he told me he wished I could sleep over and I so badly wanted to break down and say yes, I'll sleep over.  But, I can't be that selfish.  I am so in love.

Nicole, from work, called and asked if I could work for her tomorrow 4p-8p.  I said I would.  I only have to watch her trainees go live for the first time.  It's super easy.  Basically, I watch them work and if they need my help, help.  I'm going to decide tomorrow if I want her to take my Friday shift 9p-1a.  Friday I have the family picnic and also the barn.

I am just so happy right now.  I know it seems soon, and maybe it's just the happiness, but I just want to spend every possible moment with this man.  He makes me so completely happy.  No one has ever made me feel so absolutely high.  I'm so in love.