I Don't Think I've Ever Been So Happy

Today was so amazing.

Last night I slept over at Dennis' and made him and his mom homemade home fries in the morning.  We went to a work picnic with mom and my sister this afternoon.  It was so fun.  We ate a lot of food.  I went to the new barn around 5p and it was amazing!  I'm going back in the morning around 8:30a.  When I came back to the picnic, Dennis was talking nerd to another guy.  It was so cute, I love him.  This guy could be Dennis' big connection.

After the picnic, Dennis and I went back to his house.  We sat out on the porch with his dad and mom.  I love talking to his mom, we talk about everything!  His parents are so nice.  We hung out there for a bit and then met my cousin, Andrea, at her work around 10p. 

All three of us went to the Sanborn Field Days.  We sat and listened to the band while watching all the people dance while drunk.  It was very entertaining. 

I can't believe how this night turned out.  Dennis and I hit a great point in my eyes.  I know that I could always tell him everything and anything, but somethings are hard to say.  I get terrified of the future.  Saying what terrifies me is hard.  But, on the way home from the Field Days, I told him something that really terrified me.  Yes, it was something very small, but it was terrifing for me.  I have just never felt like this.  I really am in love with this man, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him.  He makes me so happy, and I'd love to spend the rest of all time making him happy.

No words could ever describe how I feel right now.  But, I need my sleep so that I am able to wake up for the barn tomorrow morning.

Good night.