Wow, I'm Actually Quite Surprised With Myself

I never expected to be doing this again.

Work was so hilariously fun.  I worked with L, once again unable to stop laughing.  Apparently, L, Dennis and I are all going to Denny's sometime together.  I was on USCAN, so work wasn't too bad.  Work was pretty usual for working with L.  We work together again Friday, we can't wait!

After work I stopped by to see Dennis for a little bit.  I hate being so self-conscious and embarrassed.  I really need to find a way to fix it.  Dennis invited me to spend the night again, but I declined.  Everytime I sleep over there, I always feel like I wake him up too much.  I hate waking him up, so I told him to get a good nights rest.  He said he was really hungry, but wouldn't let me make him food.  In the morning I'm making him some of my homemade home fries.  I think I should stop and get some fresh garlic, I hate using the diced stuff.

The more time I spend with Dennis, the more I love about him.  He actually got me writing again!  He doesn't know it, and I probably won't be able to show him, but it feels so amazing to put pen to paper and form something again.  My nails are bitten down, a sure sign I'm writing.  I'm not too sure why I do it.  I've been noticing more and more little habits of mine.  When I used to write, my nails would always be bitten down short.  I think it's just a habit I have when I get in a writing mood, kind of like how I bite my lip when I'm thinking.  It has been so long since I've written something.  I would post it, but I am still way too self-conscious to do so.  I would never show anyone my writings, they're just too personal, or something.

I should probably get some rest.  I need to be energized to make Dennis breakfast.  We also might go to a farm he is making a web design for.  That's if the lady e-mails him back first.  I'm just so amazingly happy right now, it's almost obnoxious!

Good night.