I Just Can't Stop Smiling

I'm in such a great mood, everything's going my way!

This morning I went to the barn at 8:30a and I shoveled shit again for the first time in a long, long while.  I'm so excited to have this job now.  I'll still work at the grocery store, but it's definately great to have the barn as a job again.

I have work tonight 9p-1a.  Afterwards, Dennis and I may go graduation party hopping.  We shall see about that.

Last night was amazing.  I long so badly for a kiss from Dennis.  I'm not sure what it is, but I have a feeling that it has something to do with the closeness I felt last night.  It was as if we had sex or something.  For some reason, I feel like that chemical was released without the orgasm.  Whatever.  I know too much.  I can't wait to see him.  The first thing I'm going to do is give him a huge kiss!  I hope I'm not setting myself up for a hard downfall.  I can see myself really falling hard for this man and I'm really hoping that falling this hard isn't going to be something that will in the end be something that I'll regret.

But, for now, I shall just enjoy the feeling I have right now.  I'm in love.