I feel like shit. I have for about five days or so.
Last night was amazing. I spent the night with Dennis. I really, truly love that we can talk so freely with eachother. When we have a conversation, it is an indepth conversation that lasts. We just switch from topic to topic without any akward moments. I feel so comfortable with him. He told me that he thinks I should try to get another chance to ride because he said I was glowing when he saw me ride Dante. This means more than I can say. Him telling me that he noticed this about me while I was riding shows me he really does care and pay attention. I've never been shown that someone really pays attention to my interests like that. Not only did we talk about that, but we talked about my friends. My friends are a huge part in my life, and the last thing I want is my boyfriend and friends not getting along. As you can probably tell, both my friends and boyfriend getting along means a lot to me. He's met all the people that I work with and they love him and he loves them! Last night was just so amazing. I'm so in love!
Today I woke up and actually felt fine. I had taken a shift for P on USCAN from 9p to 1a. I worked with M and it went by really fast! By the time we made the ten minute call it seemed like we had only been there for only an hour or two! I felt fine all day until about and hour before work. That's when I started feeling horrible again.
I have been feeling horrible for about five days now. I get very sick to my stomach, somewhat light headed, my limbs feel like rubber and/or numb sometimes, I get hot flashes, I also get sudden chills. I'm not too sure what all of this is from. I feel this way before I pass out sometimes. I hope everything's alright.
Today, after I came home from Dennis', I dyed my hair. I'm still not sure how I feel about it. I'm thinking that it's probably because it is still freshly dyed, so it hasn't had time to fade at all, and because I let my roots get so bad this time. I sent a picture to Dennis and he said that he liked it. So, I'm guessing it can't look too bad.
After I dyed my hair, a friend and I went to a family friends' to go swimming. It was so fun, but it started raining so it got cold fast. After we decided to get out of the pool, we went out to eat at Chili's. I had a cup of New England Clam Chowder and Hot Spinach & Artichoke Dip. I love the dip, and the soup was amazingly delicious today. My friend had a Chicken Caesar Salad and Chips With Salsa. After we got done eating was when I started to not feel good. So, when I got home I laid down for about a half of an hour to an hour. It didn't help much.
Right now, I'm watching Dr. G:Medical Examiner. I absolutely love this show. After, it is off to bed for me. Maybe I might even do some more writing before I go to bed. We shall see.
Good night.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
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