Wow, Just Wow.

I'm not even sure how I should feel right now.

I had such a productive day.  I painted a little bit more of my room, I picked the guitar for a bit, I went to work with L, and then to Denny's after. 

Dennis, L, and I were all going to hang out at Denny's after L and I got out of work at 1a.  It didn't happen.  L and I still went, but Dennis didn't.  He ended up hanging out with some friends at Niagara Falls.  He forgot.  After Denny's, I went over to his house because he felt bad and wanted to see me.  He fucking slept the whole time I was there!  I ended up just leaving and coming home.  I'm still very pissed and disappointed.  I really wanted the three of us to hang out.  L and I decided that once a month all the closers are going to go to Denny's to hang out and have fun.

Work wasn't all that bad.  I really don't know what's wrong with me.  My arms feel like rubber and don't seem to want to work, I get hot flashes and chills, I feel sick to my stomach, and even get light headed at times.  I'm sick of it!

I think I just need to go to bed.  Maybe tomorrow will end better.  We shall see.